The Last Time
Do you remember the last time your baby kicked you from inside your belly? I don't. I went into labor in the middle of the night, so it's likely that she was kicking me in my sleep, and I just don't remember. I don't remember her kicking me during the labor either, although I'm sure she did.
I've been thinking about this a lot lately because Bella is becoming less and less interested in nursing. I keep wondering when the last time will be, and if I will know it is the last time, or if I'll forget all about it until much later, like I did with her kicking me. I want to remember. I want to remember all the last times! I want to remember the last time she needs my help to go up and down the stairs, I want to remember the last diaper I put on her, I want to remember the last night she snuggles up to me in bed, I want to remember the last time she comes running over to me hollering "AhahAHahAHAhahaha!" and slams into me for a hug. I want to remember everything, and I know that my brain just cannot take it; so much new stuff happens that the old stuff just fades away.
What about you? Do you remember any important last times for you and your child?